Touch my soul, touch my hands, hold me tight in your arms and never let go. I'm so small here, so fragile, and I can't be with the one I want to be with. You're not the second best, love, don't feel like that. You're the very best because you're the one that's here. You're... Continue Reading →
II This horribleness in my throat, a bird suffocating in my chest: Maybe My friends You didn’t betray me, like I was told you did.
Dear Friend, The whole point of this blog is to allow me to say the things I can't say out loud. And... I have some things to say. First of all, I'm sorry. I'm sorry you've had to deal with me. I've been a horrible mess for the last month, and I'm only starting to... Continue Reading →
I swear, if you say it again... I know you told me. I know. I know. I know. But that doesn't fix anything, does it? I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted. I'm sorry I'm weak. I'm sorry I don't function the way you want, the way you expect. I'm sorry I've been broken. I'm... Continue Reading →
Trigger warning: This post contains extensive discussion around suicide and the effects of it.
You Are Not Alone. 