I've always wanted to play the piano. When I was younger my mom tried multiple times to teach me but it never stuck.
trigger warning: brief mentions of suicide, anxiety, and depression. i thought of you today. my entire body went rigid with the picture of you in my mind, and i couldn't tell if you were actually in front of me or not. the braids in my hair weighed me down as though you were pulling on... Continue Reading →
The heat from the fire warms my cold toes, burns my skin until I pull back into the safety of the shadows. Back and forth, back and forth. Burning, cold, burning, cold. I can't seem to find a happy medium, but for some reason I don't mind. I'm sitting in a circle around the glowing... Continue Reading →
Trigger warning: Mention of suicide, anxiety and depression. Tonight, my flat and I went out for dinner. We went to a cute boutique food court in the centre of town and had a lovely evening. When it came to having dessert, the churro machine at the place we had chosen to eat had broken the... Continue Reading →
Trigger Warning: This post contains an extensive discussion of abuse and a moderate discussion of anorexia, as well as a brief mention of pornography and rape.
Dear Bulletproof, I'm writing to you to pass along a very important message. You won't believe me, but I promise it's true.
Trigger Warning: Brief mention of suicide Recently the Netflix Original, "Thirteen Reasons Why" has garnered a lot of attention for its story of the reasons why Hannah Baker killed herself. Personally, I haven't watched the series, but I am considering doing so at some point. But not long after it gained such attention, I came... Continue Reading →
Recently, I was feeling kind of down. I feel like my demographic is represented already in other people, and I'm a bit redundant. I didn't feel needed or particularly wanted. I made a post briefly describing these feelings on social media, breaking a description of myself down to a sentence or two. I figured that... Continue Reading →
Trigger warning: Mention of depression and suicidal thoughts. These past few weeks, I've been struggling with a lot of stuff internally. One night, while video chatting, my parents told me, amongst other insightful comments, that even though I poured love into others, I lacked love for myself. I got off the phone later and was... Continue Reading →